Nicolas makes me happy. Although he is just eleven days old, he makes my days. I love feeling him. Everyday I touch his skin; kiss him in his soft, warm cheek; smell his head; and feel his cold, and sometimes warm, fingers grabbing mine with a fist. Also I love looking at him. When he goes to sleep, I won´t take my eyes off of him for it is an ecstasy to see him relax smile after being fed. I trully love being with Nicolas, and watching his mom look at him with love and happiness, takes my breath away!