Reading and writing as moral means

I think I´ve lost moral skills. I´ve become less capable of making correct decisions; I hesitate too much. I´ve lost information and the sense of truths I would not negotiate. I was stronger, for I used to read and write. I could reason very often as I would question all texts that I came in contact with. 

That is why, I need to be more virtuous by learning about science, knowledge, and exercising justice, through reasoning, after reading and writing. 

The basis of my reasoning is my knowledge. I get knowledge by reading and facing life situations. The difference is when reading,  my reflection is stronger. By now I want to get fluency when reasoning, I might have the tools to do so, but there´s a problem with my attitude and how quick I react to different situations. So it is critical that I gain more knowledge in order to act quickly whenever I face situations when I have to make a point or make  a decision.